Now, the weight number itself doesn't much bother me much anymore. However, the brick wall I've found myself up against must be broken through. I've been through another deep dark round of "I'm not good enough" lately and I'm tired of it. I AM good enough and that's that! I know, I know, my blogs tend to circle back around to this very theme all the time. Well, this is me, my life and my current struggle! The battle of "I'm just not worth it", when the "higher" part of me knows better all the time - or else why would I even bother wrestling with this thought in my mind and keep on trying?!
I committed to Jillian Michaels' 30 Day Shred on January 1, 2011, and saw it all the way through 30 consecutive days. What an accomplishment! However, since then my commitment to my weight loss goal has waxed and waned. Not to mention the fact that when I started the Shred, I neglected to take initial measurements or even very good before photos. Regrets.
With that said, my 30 Day Shred Results blog has been getting regular hits since I posted it. That tells me something. And so, onward toward the main point of this blog.
As of tomorrow, March 10, 2011, I am committing to round two of the 30 Day Shred. Ten consecutive days per level, with measurements, weight and photos taken before I begin. I'll still be keeping up on my running schedule as I do this, so the results won't be 100% 30 Day Shred, but I wish to see what kind of results a second round of the Shred will bring, in addition to the running.
I'm looking for a little input here...
- Would you want to see a daily or weekly blog from me as I progress through my second round of the Shred? Sort of a day-by-day play-by-play? ;)
- Would any of you care to join me? The mutual support would be awesome! For those of you on MyFitnessPal, I'm thinking of starting a new forum thread for those who wish to join me.
Let me know your thoughts, please. I'd appreciate it! And, wish me luck as Jillian kicks my booty for another 30 days! :)